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@ zZaAaSsss....~~

pandangan mata selalu menipu,
pandangan akal selalu trsalah..
pandangan nafsu selalu melulu,
pandangan hati itulh yg hakiki...
kalau hati itu bersih..

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Mencintai Dia Dalam Diam

Ketika cinta kini hadir tidak untuk Yang Maha Mengetahui,  saat secercah rasa tidak lagi tercipta untuk Yang Maha Pencipta.
Izinkanlah hati bertanya untuk siapa ia muncul dengan tiba-tiba, mungkinkah dengan redhaNYA atau hanya mengundang murkaNYA..
Jika benar cinta itu kerana ALLAH maka biarkanlah ia mengalir mengikut aliran ALLAH kerana hakikatnya ia berhulu dari ALLAH maka ia pun berhilir hanya kepada ALLAH..
” Dan kahwinkanlah orang-orang yang sendirian diantara kamu, dan orang-orang yang layak (berkahwin) dari hamba-hamba sahayamu yang lelaki dan hamba-hamba sahayamu yang perempuan. Jika mereka miskin ALLAH akan memampukan mereka dengan kurniaNYA.” (QS. An Nuur: 32 )
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Tetapi jika kelemahan masih tidak mampu , maka bersabarlah.. berdoalah.. berpuasalah..
” Wahai kaum pemuda, siapa saja diantara kamu yang sudah bersedia untuk bernikah, maka menikahlah, sesungguhnya nikah itu memelihara mata, dan memelihara kemaluan, maka bila diantara kamu belum sanggup untuk menikah, maka berpuasalah, kerana sesungguhnya puasa tersebut sebagai penahannya.” ( Hadis )

Cukup cintai dia dalam diam.
Bukan kerana membenci hadirnya.. tetapi menjaga kesucinnya bukan kerana menghindari dunia.. tetapi meraih syurgaNYA bukan kerana lemah untuk menghadapinya.. tetapi menguatkan jiwa dari godaan syaitan yang begitu halus dan menyelusup..
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Cukup cintai dia dari kejauhan.
Kerana hadirmu tiada kan mampu menjauhkannya dari ujian.. kerana hadirmu hanya akan menggoyahkan iman dan ketenangan.. kerana mungkin sajakan membawa kelalaian hati-hati yang terjaga..
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Cukup cintai dia dengan kesederhanaan.
Memupuknya hanya akan menambah penderitaan.. menumbuhkan harapan hanya akan memberi kebahagiaan para syaitan..

Maka cintailah dia dengan keikhlasan.
Kerana tentu kisah Fatimah dan Ali Bin Abi Talib diingini oleh hati.. tetapi sanggupkah jika semua berakhir seperti sejarah cinta Salman Al Farisi..?
~ Pilihan ALLAH itu yang TERBAIk
“.. boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. ALLAH mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” ( QS. Al Baqarah: 216 )
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Cukup cintai dia dalam diam dari kejauhan dengan kesederhaan dan keikhlasan..
Kerana tiada yang tahu rencana Tuhan.. mungkin saja rasa ini ujian yang akan melapuk atau membeku dengan perlahan..
Kerana hati ini begitu mudah untuk dibolak-balikkan.. serahkan rasa yang tiada sanggup dijadikan halal itu pada Yang Memberi dan Memilikinya.. biarkan DIA yang mengatur semuanya hingga keindahan itu datang pada waktunya..
” Barangsiapa yang menjaga kehormatan orang lain, pasti kehormatan dirinya akan terjaga” (Umar Bin Khattab ra)

Monday, April 11, 2011

~senda petang~


ku baru balik dari kijer pade petang tuh…penat yang amat dirasai di segenap otot aku yg perkasa dan perot aku yang single pack nih meruntun minta di isi. so aku pon decide nak semayang maghrib dulu baru aku g makan. time aku nak mandi tuh aku terdengar perbualan jiran sebelah yang baru saja pindah.aku tak sempat beramas mesra g ngan diorang disebabkan kesibukan di kota besar membuatkan aku hanya free di ujong minggu, itupon kalo x der over-time.dari ape yg aku dgr dari pebualan diorang, jiran aku tuh seorang ibu dan seorang anak. aku terdengar perbualan diorang, dan suara tangisan seorang anak kepada ibunya.
“mak….isk isk…..ros nak pakai tudung…isk isk”
“mak dah cakap byk kali kan, x boleh, x boleh la….”
“sampai hati mak….isk…isk”
dikala itu hati aku berkate, ish zaman sekarang nih…anaka nak pakai tudong pon mak x kasik…aper punyer mak da … so aku pon sambong g mandi…pas mandi akupon semayang maghrib. semasa aku menadah tangn untk berdoa ke hadrat Ilahi…aku terdengar lagi perbualan ibu dan anak itu lagi…kali ini agak keras sedikit dari yang tadi.
“Ros x kire….ros nak pakai jugak tudong……ros nak tutop aurat!!!!”
“kau nih dah pandai melawan cakap aku yerk!!! anak x ngenang budi!!! 9 bulan aku ngandungkan ko….ini yg ko balas pada aku..”
masyaallah… sampai ke tahap begitu sekali mereka nih….mak marah anak sampai mengungkit hanya tak bagi anak nya bertudong…aper salahnyer nak betudung…sekarang maksiat berleluasa…bagus la tuh pakai tudong. aku pon menadah tangan berdoa supaya si mak dapat hidayah dan membenarkan anaknya bertudung. selesai jer aku berdoa, aku dengar lagi anaknya memujok maknya
“mak…mak x sayang ke kat ros….kalo mak sayagkan satu2nye anak mak nih…benarkan lah ros pakai tudong”
dan pujokan ank itu pasti dapat melembutkan hati mak nya…lalu maknya berkata
“ros anak ku….bukan mak x bagi kau memakai tudong…tapi BAWAKLAH BERTAUBAT ROSLI OI…!!! TUDONG TUH UNTK ORG POMPUAN……KO MANER BOLE PAKAI…MANER LA AKU NAK LETAK MUKE AKU NIH!!!!”

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Life Quotes

>>The truth is... Everyone's going to hurt you, you just have to decide who's worth it
ins`t it wreid taht you can sltil raed tihs eeven tohugh the ltetres are mexid up? it`s bceuase the hmuan mnid olny fcouses on the frsit & lsat ltetres of the wrod. it`s like beauty.. people only pay attention to the OUTSiDE. not the iNSiDE.
Sometimes the things you complain most about are the things you care most about. Unfortunately you don't always know that before it's too late

>>In life God doesn't give you the people you want, instead He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you, and make you exactly the way you should be.
when the world says give up hope whispers try it one more time
There are millions off suns circling millions of planets circling millions of galaxies revolving around one point and that point is ……not you!

>>"It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance."

"Love the people God gave you because he will need them back one day."


If I had one wish I would ask to have 
a big enough ass for the world to kiss 
- Eminem <3


I've learned... 
that you should always leave loved 
ones with loving words. 
It may be the last time you see them.

Look at me and tell me what you see, It's a new game now. I'm not the girl I used to be

Fear is nothing but the anticipation of pain. Whether it be physical, mental, spiritual, or emotional.
"I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get through anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid is shattering."

Sometimes .. 
You gotta run away.. So you can see who will run after you 
Sometimes .. 
You gotta talk quieter just to see who’s listening 
Sometimes .. 
You gotta step up in a fight just to see who’s standing by your side 
Sometimes .. 
You gotta make a wrong decision only to see who’s there to help you fix it 
& Sometimes .. 
You gotta let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back to you...


confidence... is a 10 letter word.. that is hard to feel.. and much needed..

You have three choices; you can
give up, give in, or give it your all


Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it n your enemies won’t believe it


Sometimes what you want the most -- you're better off without

Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something, and has lost something

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Keep the pictures, they don't change. Only the people in them do.

Freedom of speech doesn’t protect the speech you like; it protects the speech you hate
Usually the things you are most afraid of are the most worthwhile.
No matter what happens... somebody will find a way to take it too seriously.
Either you make it happen or it happens to you.
You can’t sit and wait for something you want you have to go get it.

So far, i've learned that every day of your life must be lived to the fullest. life is about smiling laughing and crying. life is about making the most of what you have, and what you've been given. it's about keeping relationships and losing them. Life is about falling in love and losing someone you do love. life was given to us as a challenge. It's not easy, but you have to try and meet that challenge and make the most of it while you can because you dont actually know when it will be you turn to lay down to rest. You only have one shot at life, so make sure you take it with both hands and squeeze every little drop out of it you can..<3

Smile -- it makes a world of difference. 
Dance -- who knows when you won't be able to. 
Cry -- holding onto these emotions is bad for you. 
Kiss -- kisses are the most wonderful things in the world. 
Laugh - what's the point in hiding happiness? 
Frown -- why not let him know you're unhappy? 
Apologize -- you don't want to lose friends. 
Hug - there's no better feeling than being wrapped up close to the one you love. 
Live -- for living is everything

You've got to accept the fact that life isn't a fairy tale, things aren't always happily ever after. Things like magic wishes, Prince Charmings and true love don't happen in real life. Magic wishes come from money, Prince Charming's a shallow idiot with a bad haircut and overpriced clothes. And true love? Ha, true love is one-sided, Ace. You love her, she loves someone else. She loves you, you love someone else. Never quite works out does it? So you end up with some actor pretending to be your true love. Real considerate of someone to let you know reality was like that before being thrown into it. 'If you wish, it'll happen.' Well, wish in one hand and crap in the other and see which one fills up faster. Welcome to reality. Enjoy your stay.
Study what people's faces look like in the moonlight. Set aside time to watch the sun set over the Atlantic. Study colors. Wonder why things work. Take in the smell of fresh baked bread or newly cut grass. Sun bathe. Moon bathe. Just don't forget to bathe. Splash in puddles. Dance in the rain. Dance in your room. Just dance for the reason of dancing. When your favorite song comes on, sing at the top of your lungs. Laugh. Even if you don't want to, soon you'll start laughing for real. Most importantly, don't ever forget where you came from. And don't deny yourself.
.x.::5 best feelings ever::.x. 
1.laughing until your mouth and/or stomach hurts 
2.hearing "I love you more" when you’re trying to get off the phone and go to sleep 
3.having your ex-best friends ex-boyfriend half in love with you 
4.knowing your parents trust you and want you to party at the same time 
5.helping a stranger just because you know how they feel 

.x.::5 worst feelings ever::.x. 
1.crying until your eyes burn and/or you throw up 
2.getting online just as *his/her* name is turning grey 
3.finding out your best friend has a crush on your FIRST love 
4.having your mom think you’re a whore 
5.having a stranger put you down based on ONE story of a bad time in your life
Sometimes there's no time outs, no second chances, sometimes it’s now or never.
Always tell someone how you feel, mean what you say & say what you mean, even when it’s hard because opportunities are lost in the blink of an eye & regrets last a lifetime
Sometimes you have to stop and remember you’re not going to live forever. Be young, think smart, stay true, and just follow your heart.
There's been a few times where I wanted to die. But you can't give up, even if all you do is cry. If they see they got to you, then they are going to think that they have you beat. Swallow your tears, stand up on your own two feet, and show them that you aren't giving up - No matter what.
Eventually all the pieces will fall into place, until then? Laugh at the confusion, live for the moment and know that everything happens for a reason.
"Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you, and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven’t dated at all. It isn't about who you kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It’s not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it’s not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it’s not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love. And who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love one else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise." - Nike Ad
"Life is 10% how you make it, 90% how you take it"
Life is what we make it. It can be fun, good laughs, loving, and whatever else. Or it can be dark, down, and icky. It is what we make it. It's like dealing with cancer, I can make it worse for people or I can stay strong and make it okay. I'm for the okay one. I could always make it worse, but I chose not be because that's the kind of person I am. So always remember that "Life is what we make it."- Amy Mareck


"Life is too short to dwell on the past, but too long not to learn from it."


13 is a crazy age 
Your too young to vote, and too old not to be in love 
You live in a house someone else owns 
But your dreams are already somewhere else 

Nobody said it would be easy, but they did promise it would be worth it. Take chances, live for today, and let changes take their toll.

If your day is bad, and everything is wrong it seems, close your eyes, and fall asleep, and meet me in your dreams

She said she usually cried at least once each day. Not because she was sad, but because the world was so beautiful and life was too short.

There's only so much emotion I can handle at one time. A teenager's life is complicated enough, between grades, & school, & social status, & all of that s**t. Throw in the fact that you're in love with a boy when everyone else tries telling you that you're "too young to understand love"

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everthing; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.- Amy Mareck

I think I’ve finally found the answer to that dreaded question ? Why is love so hard? 
Because, it’s two people trying to live the same old dream. 


The biggest decision in life is to decide whether it’s best to, give up, or to try harder

"When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard," I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what?”
In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.
Someone asked me, the other day, that if I could change five things about my life, what would I change? My answer: nothing this is who I am, who I'm meant to be. I love being me; even when I'm feeling crappy and I hate myself I wouldn't change a thing.---punkyfairydude
The hardest part of life is having to let go of your fears, and facing the facts: you can't always get what you want, life isn't a box of chocolates, and your favorite TV series will always have a crappy ending.
Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn't you with that you could go back into time when everything seemed so much simpler and carefree? Those are songs that are the soundtrack of our lives... the ones that bring back childhood memories, best friends, first love, first heartbreak... the memories.
Life is made up of years that mean nothing and moments that mean it all.
Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash! Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at a stupid joke. Cry. Get revenge. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell the asshole what you feel. Let someone know what they're missing. Laugh til your stomach hurts. LIVE LIFE!
If you can't solve it, it isn't a problem - it's reality. And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize. But once it hits you in the face you'll never forget it. It will always be there in your memories and sometimes that is the best way to look at it.
Do *-you-* ever 
Lay awake in bed 
And ask yourself 
Y didn’t I die yesterday?"
i ran to catch a falling star and as he lay dying in my arms he told me "you only get one fall through the sky, so make it shine girl, make it shine"
Just because I'm here today, Doesn't mean I'll be here tomorrow
If I could relive me life, I wouldn't. Cause everything I've done, I've never once regretted doing them. And everything I am is everything I was meant to be- alice1989
"This is your life..and its ending one minute at a time"


If God had meant for today to be perfect, he wouldn't have invented tomorrow


"Wouldn't life be perfect if sweatpants were sexy, Monday mornings were fun, junk food didn't make you fat, girls didn’t cause drama, boys weren’t so confusing, nothing was regrettable and goodbye's only meant until tomorrow?"



People change its a part of life, but sometimes its easier to hold on to the memories of who they were rather then to realize who they have become
You're born an original, don't die a copy.

You start out life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been, and wonder who you really are.


Time is the best and worst thing we've got. Because nothing last forever - but then again, nothing ever stays the same



"Drink life as it comes, straight no chaser"



As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.


I've learned... 

that you can do something in an instant 
that will give you heartache for life.



Always hold your head up high, even if on the inside you're about to cry. Pretend that nothing's wrong at all, close your eyes before you fall. If you can't see it, it's not there.. This is life and it's not fair.


Accept your life, even if it’s not your dream. You're perfect the way you are, no matter how it seems.


Leave nothing but footprints; take nothing but photographs; kill nothing but time



"God gave you a gift of 84,600 seconds today. Have you used one to say 'thank you' ?"


"When is the age or even the moment when you go from being kids to being something else? People say that we're growing up too fast today. Sometimes adults make it sound like its our fault or at least our choice, but how can we not? We feel invincible, we know so much one thing i do know is that we're so eager to lose our innocence and i wonder if one day we'll look back and wish we hadn't."
Live every day as if it were your last, because one of these days, it will be
"we laughed until we had to cry, we loved right down to our last goodbye, but over the years we'll smile and recall, for just one moment - we had it all"
"Just beyond your dreams lives a secret world. Where every tree is a home, every sound is a song, And humans exist only in fairy tales."

She wanted to changed, to get away from her usual life, but how is she supposed to tell the people in her usual life she doesn't need them anymore?
Fate determines who comes into your life, your heart determines who stays
Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.
Sometimes life is so perfect, isn't it? it has to be to make up for all the hard stuff it throws your way. You have to learn how to walk, you have to learn how to talk, you have to wear that totally ridiculous hat that ur grandma bought for you, and you have no say in the matter. And when you're a little older, even though you get to choose your hats, you don't get to choose what they put in those meatballs in the cafeteria, or when to fall in love, things happen and you just have to deal. -How to Deal
Summer is all about hot chicks, hot guys, guys - abs, chicks - thighs, late nights having fun, laying out in the sun. People who are oh so sweet, the nicest people you’ll ever meet, so much laughing you just might die, hating the part when saying goodbye - Summer Loving 2005
Welcome to a world where being you.. is just never enough
A few of the best things in life...
Laughing so hard your face hurts.
Midgnight phone calls the last for hours
Lauging for absolutely no reason at all.
Friends.
Knowing somebody misses you.
live 4 today, 
because yesterdays are over 
and tomorrows 
may never come

Monday, January 31, 2011

Nasi Ayam Indera Kayangan~

Assalamualaikum...

entri kali nih nk share resepi  nasik ayam best..hehe..ni lh menu hari ni..
(feveret abah n adik2)
abah la request pg td,,suh wt nasik ayam..
so simple je,,,


Bahan utk sup::
-air rebusan ayam
-bahan2 utk sup(rempah)
-bwang merah (tumbuk/blend)
-bwang putih(tumbuk/blend)
-halia(ketuk/tumbuk/blend)
-2 btg daun sup (bg wangi sup)
-garam
Cara2nye::
-selepas rebus n tos ayam,,gunakan air rebusan utk sup
-masukkan semua bhan di atas n msak smpai mendidih...
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Bahan utk perap ayam pulak:
-4 ulas bwang merah
-5 ulas bwang putih
-halia (bsar ibu jari lh)
-1 s/b kicap cair/pekat (masin)
-1 s/b sos tiram
-1 s/b madu
-lada hitam (skit je)
-garam
-kunyit (klau nk letak ckit pn bleh,xnk pon bleh)
Cara2nye::
-blend bwang + halia
-gaulkan dengan smua bahan lain (kicap,sos tram,madu n .....)
-bolehla perap ayam yg di tos td 
-then gorengla...jgn itam sgt tau..
=)



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Bahan utk nasi nyer pulak::
-1/3 cawan buttercup/minyak sapi/minyak(pon bleh laa..)
-beras 3 1/2 pot
-3 ulas bwang merah (hiris)
-3 ulas bwang putih (hiris)
-halia (hiris besar--takot org x nampak,TERmakan) hek3..
-bungan lwang,kulit kayu mnis,bunga cengkih,buah keras,lada biji [serba skit je utk bau]
-SIKITTT je kunyit (klau nk ada wrna nasik)
Cara2nye::
-masa cuci beras,rendam beras skejap bg kembang..
-panaskan kuali,,cairkan buttercup (wangi sgt2 tau!!)
-tumis je smua bahan2 d atas smpai kekuningan
-masukkan beras yg tlah dicuci,,,goreng beras smpai nmpak putih
-masukkan dlm periuk nasik (periuk letrik je senang)
-ambil air rebusan ayam utk msak nasik
-jgn lupa taruk garam,,nnti twar lakkk..
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Bahan utk sambalnye::
-5 ulas bwang putih
-3 tgkai cili merah (besar)
-8 tgkai cili kering
-6 tgkai cili padi
-sedikit garam
-perasa masakan
-sedkit perahan limau nipis/asam keping
Cara2nye::
-blend bwang2 +cili2 d atas
-tumis bahan2 yg di blend
-agak cili dh msak,,letak garam n perasa skit
-ltak air asam
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Bahan utk kicapnye::
-kicap biasa
-sos tiram
-air suam
Cara2nye::
-bancuh kicap+sos tiram dgn air suam (jgn trlalu pekat,cair je..)
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YEAAA!!!DH CIAP~~

slamat mencuba kwn2...


Wassalam...

Friday, January 14, 2011

"maSak-maSak cHef iFfah"

Assalamualaikum...

apa kabare?
hopfuly smua dlm keadaan yg sihat..
huhu..
entri nih citer sal masak2 lh pulak
act,dh sminggu kot aku menceburkn diri ngn msak2
haha..kt umah sewa lah
everyday youuuu.....
hebat x?hahak
reasonn??kui3...
aku senasib lh ngn kwn2 yg len
duet dh kering maaa
msak la leh kurangkn cket bajet
haha
nk msak utk mkn sorg xbesh,.
so aku share lh ngn 'si dia'
so suuuwwweeet
hehehe...xkesahlah,,xpnat pon
aku mmg suka mmsak
n suka MAKAN jugak!
no wonder lah jd gumok camni...hua3.. =P
tp aku dh kehabisan menu lorh
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bfast-nsi goreng
bhun goreng
roti telur,nuget,western nyer bfast
ahhaa...nasi lomak (not yet,coming soon)
lunch n dinner plak-sambal,gulai,msak lomak,tomyam,sup
tlur dadar (slalu)..hahahaa
rasa cm nk tukar menu lah
menu yg diinginkn
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MENU MINGGU NIH
kurma telur
asam pedas mlaka
pajeri nenas
ikan masin msak lomak
ayam msak halia
sambal daging (resepi abah)
rendang ayam
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sudah3...menu bleh je rancang
need tyme tuk kua beli brang2 tu..
udang n seangkatan dengannya kena dikurAngkn
almaklumlah...masing2 ada resdung..jgn tmbah pnyakit
hehehe...olrite...esok jom pegi psar
shoopiinnggg tymee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 renung2kn & slamat beramal~

Wassalam..